Review: Beside Myself by Ann Morgan

I received this book for free from the publisher in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.

Review: Beside Myself by Ann MorganBeside Myself by Ann Morgan
Published by Bloomsbury USA on January 12, 2016
Genres: Suspense
Pages: 336
Source: the publisher
Although six-year-old twins Helen and Ellie are identical, the two couldn't be any more different. Helen is the more popular twin, both with their friends and their own mother. She excels at everything she does.  Ellie, on the other hand, is more of a challenge. She requires frequent punishment and, due to her behavior, doesn't have many friends.

One day, the twins decide to play a game, swapping places for just one day. Except Ellie refuses to switch back, convincing others that Helen's outbursts are typical Ellie antics.  With no one to believe her, Helen begins to fulfill what is expected of her as Ellie. Her grades drop, her behavior deteriorates and, as she gets older, she questions whether the swap ever took place.

Twenty-five years later, mental illness has taken hold of Helen. She hears voices, unable to go out in public for fear of being confused for her now-famous actress twin. She's cut ties with her family, for her own good, but when an accident may force her to confront her past, she's terrified  to be reunited with the one person she should be closest to, the one person who destroyed her life.

What a dark and twisty read! Alternating between two time periods (Helen at age 6 and Helen as an adult), readers get a chillingly accurate glimpse of mental illness.  It is quite terrifying to watch Helen embark upon a downward spiral.  Once a bright and happy child, she quickly transforms into the identity that is expected of her.  Honestly, I can’t believe family members couldn’t detect the switch; this just goes to show the height of Ellie’s twisted and sick behavior. Only two individuals notice that something is different. Unfortunately, these individuals have a history of memory loss and their opinions are not trusted.

As adults, both twin’s identity’s shift dramatically.  Ellie, now a television celebrity, combines their two names and becomes H’Ellie, clearly attempting to completely erase the identity of her twin sister. Helen takes on the name Smudge, a remnant of dirt that should be washed away.

There’s not much that is uplifting about this novel which isn’t to say it’s not an engaging read. The author skillfully crafts each of these characters, portraying that dramatic transformation that permanently alters each child, launching them on a completely different fate. Honestly, I don’t know who I was more terrified of: Helen, once the “normal” child, now obviously mentally disturbed or Ellie, the sick and twisted twin who stole her sister’s identity.

All in all, this chilling psychological thriller is completely engaging, despite the dark tone.  It will leave you with a dark and foreboding feeling; I recommend following it with a more uplifting and hopeful read!

 

Thank you to TLC Book Tours for providing me the opportunity to review this title. Check out the official tour page for more stops in the tour.

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Review: After the Crash by Michel Bussi

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Review: After the Crash by Michel BussiAfter the Crash by Michel Bussi
Published by Hachette Books on January 5, 2016
Genres: Suspense, Thriller
Pages: 384
On a cold winter's night, a flight bound for Paris crashes into the mountainside.  Flames engulf the plane, killing all but one of the survivors.  The sole survivor is a three-month-old baby girl, ejected from the plan on impact.  Identifying her proves to be a challenge when it is discovered that two infants were on board the flight.

Two families, from vastly different backgrounds, step forward to await the decision regarding the infant's identity.  The Vitrals live a meager life, a food truck that sells snacks along the beaches of Northern France serves as their means of a livelihood.  The de Carvilles, on the other hand, are full of wealth and power.

Eighteen years later, Crédule Grand-Duc, a private detective hired to solve the mystery of the surviving girl, is ready to give up. So frustrated at his lack of new information, he is ready to take his own life.  Before he is able to complete the act, he discovers something so obvious, hidden in plain view.

Now eighteen years old, Lylie struggles to learn more about her past, and her true identity.  The plane crash that took her parents' life has shaped her existence far more than she could imagined.  When she comes across a journal that sheds light on these secrets, she disappears, desperate to get some finality and concrete answers.  She leaves behind Marc, the closest relationship she's been able to forge over these years.  She's not alone in her quest for answers.  Others are willing to resort to murder if it means learning the truth.

Told in alternating narratives, this book is completely unlike what I expected! Though we experience the story from three different viewpoints, it’s difficult to discern which, if any, we should trust.  This was a brilliantly executed “who dunit” meets “who is it,” leaving me questioning everything I’d read.  Chock full of twists and turns, this isn’t only the hunt for an identity, but also a examination of loss, the steps individuals would take to find comfort in that loss.

Bussi has crafted some pretty unlikable and unreliable characters. This might be my only qualm with this book; I didn’t find myself sympathizing with any of the characters.  This isn’t necessarily a  bad thing; I don’t believe it necessary to like characters I’m reading about.  Perhaps it would have added a different dimension to my reading experience, however, if I was able to form some sort of bond.

All in all, this was an incredibly fast-paced, well-written character-led thriller. Highly recommended.

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Book Club Discussion: Favorites of 2015

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The fiction book club I lead at One More Page Books kicks off the new year by talking about our favorite reads of the previous year.  We call it a book club potluck: instead of food we bring book recommendations! This aren’t necessarily book club picks, but books we’ve read outside of book club that we’ve really enjoyed. Additionally, they don’t have to have been published recently, simply books we’ve read in the last year. You can check out our 2012 , 2013  and 2014 favorites.

The meeting to reveal these titles was last night. Though only half (seven, not counting me) of our members were in attendance, we came up with quite the list!

  • The Wonder of All Things by Jason Mott
  • The Union Street Bakery novels by Mary Ellen Taylor
  • Liar, Temptress, Soldier, Spy by Karen Abbott
  • Crazy Rich Asians by Kevin Kwan (audio)
  • Station Eleven by Emily St. John Mandel
  • Come Away with Me by Karma Brown
  • The Kind Worth Killing by Peter Swanson
  • The Bullet by Mary Louise Kelly
  • The Master Butcher’s Singing Club by Louise Erdrich
  • Men We Reaped by Jesmyn Ward
  • Behind the Beautiful Forevers by Katherine Boo
  • Being Mortal: Medicine and What Matters in the End by Atul Gawande
  • Daring Greatly: How the Courage to Be Vulnerable Transforms the Way We Live, Love, Parent, and Lead by Brené Brown

My favorites (which I then gave to book club members to read themselves. I thought they were going to have to arm wrestle over a few of them!):

  • The Readers of Broken Wheel Recommend by Katarina Bivald
  • Only Love Can Break Your Heart by Ed Tarkington
  • The Life-Changing Magic of Not Giving a F*ck by Sarah Knight
  • Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff

Finally, a local author shared the title of his newest novel: Making Manna by Eric Lotke

Over all, a fun event for all! As you can see, we have quite the eclectic taste in reading!

 

 

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Review: Only Love Can Break Your Heart by Ed Tarkington

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Review: Only Love Can Break Your Heart by Ed TarkingtonOnly Love Can Break Your Heart by Ed Tarkington
Published by Algonquin Books on January 5, 2016
Pages: 320
Format: ARC
Source: the publisher
1977: Spencerhill, VA.  Eight-year-old Rocky adores his older brother, Paul. At sixteen,  Paul is a rebel, driving around in his Chevy Nova, cigarette dangling from his lips.  Paul, too, treasures his relationship with his younger brother. One day, however, everything changes. Paul picks Rocky up from school and abandons him in the woods, only to return hours later to reclaim him. Shortly thereafter, Paul disappears.

Years later, Rocky is now a teenager.  So many things have changed in Paul's absence. Rocky has forgiven him for his act of abandonment but won't soon recover from his absence.  Their father hasn't given up on Paul's return, but too is struggling with the after effects of his disappearance.  Desperate for some sort of emotional connection, Rocky begins an affair with their wealthy neighbor's daughter. Neither one realize that the relationship kicks of a series of events that will forever change both families.

This debut novel is the perfect combination of mystery meets Southern Gothic. Tarkington’s writing is breathtakingly beautiful; I found myself reading passages aloud over and over again. This writing style instantly captivates readers, commanding attention.  There is a lot going on in this novel, yet Tarkington is able to organizes it so that it’s not overwhelming or confusing, quite a feat!

Rocky’s voice is quite pronounced, it was a thrill to follow him on his path of self-discovery and maturity. What starts out as a young voice gradually matures, yet the naivety is ever-present.  A young boy, missing the role-model he once adored, forced to take the journey to adulthood alone, embracing mistakes and poor choices along the way.

The title comes from a Neil Young song, is quite fitting. Not only is/was it one of Paul’s favorite songs, but the title itself becomes quite apparent as Rocky, and many others, are forced to deal with the consequences of actions their loved ones embark upon.

Dubbed a mystery, this novel has so many layers to it that it’s certain to be enjoyed by readers of all sorts. The very last book I read in 2015, one that has a lasting space in my heart. Highly, highly recommended.

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Month in Review: December 2015

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I don’t think I need to state how hectic a month December was!  I celebrated Cozy Mystery Week, took a much-needed reading/blogging break, then closed out the year with my “Best of” lists. Certainly not as post-heavy as years past, but you know what? It worked for me!  Here’s what my blogging month looked like:

Cozy Mystery Week:

“Best of” Posts: 

January Book Previews:

Books Reviewed:

There we have it! My reading month! How did your reading fare in December?

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Best of 2015: Suspense/Thriller

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Given that Suspense/Thriller is my kryptonite, I always find this list to be the most interesting. It’s also impossible for me to narrow it down to just a handful. So, without further ado, my favorite suspense/thrillers of 2015.

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The Girl on the Train by Paula Hawkins
: I know, I know. People have strong feelings about this book. The things that many don’t like about it (unreliable narrator, etc.) were things I actually loved!

Crazy Love You by Lisa Unger: Twisted. Brilliant.


The Ice Twins by S. K. Tremayne
: Super creepy twins. Still gives me the shivers.

The Wrong Man by Kate White: Completely transfixing and compelling. Read it in one sitting, I crave this sort of book!

Eeny Meeny by M J Arlidge: The first book in a series, I became completely obsessed with this author’s books. Completely terrifying. I absolutely loved it.

Pop Goes the Weasel: A Detective Helen Grace Thriller by M. J. Arlidge: Yep, two books by the same author, same series. And there’s another one coming out here in a few months. Definitely an author to add to your must-read list!

The Killing Kind by Chris Holm: 2,000 balloons and two hit-men in one room. Hilarious, yes, but also completely mesmerizing! Another stunning book by one of my favorite go-to authors!

Wonderland by Jennifer Hillier: If you haven’t read Jennifer’s books, you really need to. As a fan of her writing from the beginning, it’s been amazing to follow her as her writing progresses and matures. Truly outstanding work!

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Best of 2015: Fiction

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As my “Best of” lists are coming to an end (just two more!), it’s been a treat to revisit my favorite reads of the year. I have fond memories of each and every one of them and look forward to discovering new titles in 2016!

Ok, enough with the sappy stuff. Following are my favorite fiction reads (very general, yes) of 2015.  Mirroring my eclectic reading tastes, the following books are unique and vastly different from one another! Note that there are many other fiction titles I read and enjoyed that I may have mentioned in other “best of” lists.

BestofFictionEtta and Otto and Russell and James by Emma Hooper: I have so much love for this title. The message is beautiful, quite an endearing cast of characters!

Finding Audrey by Sophie Kinsella: A young adult novel by one of my long-time favorite authors!

Above the Waterfall by Ron Rash: Everything this man writes is a work of art!

Everything, Everything by Nicola Yoon: This one was compared to other renowned YA titles, but it has the strength and beauty to stand out on its own!

Carry On by Rainbow Rowell: Loved, loved this one. A must read for fans of Harry Potter. Yes, there are vague similarities but Rowell puts her own, completely unique and innovative spin on the story.

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Best of 2015: Books That Gave Me All the Feels

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There are some books that are so brilliant, so moving, so intense that they soften my cold, dead heart or evoke such strong emotions in me that I essentially demand everyone I know to purchase said book.  Following is a breakdown of those books for 2015:

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  • Hausfrau by Jill Alexander Essbaum: I knew going in that this one was going to evoke strong emotion in me. I was warned. I didn’t expect to end up bawling (the loud, nasty, snotty kind) on a plane while reading it, though!

  • The Red Notebook by Antoine Laurain: Oh, I loved this little book so! I picked it for a book club read as soon as I could. A tiny, beautiful, amazing book that packs a big punch.

  • Violent Ends: This book, a collaboration of several talented authors, is a book about a school shooting. I guarantee it is like nothing you have ever read.

Then, there are those books that moved me so profoundly that I couldn’t put into words just how much they moved me:

  • Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff: This is the first in a sci-fi series that completely knocked my socks off. My breath was taken away, my heart pounded out of my chest. It’s visually and mentally stimulating and I can’t wait until the next book is released!

  • Between the World and Me by Ta-Nehisi Coates: Ta-Nehisi writes about race in a completely open, no-holds barred, yet simultaneously sympathetic and moving sort of way. I read the book, then listened to the audio, then read it again. Then I forced my husband to read it, then passed it on to several of my family members.  Its a subject matter that many attempt to tiptoe around, yet Ta-Nehisi attacks it full on, unrelenting.

  • A Little Life by Hanya Yanagihara: I read this in early 2015 and it still evokes a whirlwind of intense emotions in me. This novel consumes you mentally and emotionally. Your stomach will churn, your heart will break, but you will persevere, for it is that good.  Of all the books on this list, this is the one that has generated the most conversation, both negative and positive, that I have experienced in some time.

You tell me! Which 2015 reads evoked the strongest emotions or feelings in you?

 

 

 

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Best of 2015: Audiobooks

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I listen to quite a few audiobooks each year.  My commute into work is about 30 minutes each way, and I refuse to listen to the radio (all they talk about is traffic), so I tune in to an audiobook. That said, I don’t post about them nearly as often as I should! Regardless, I posted about the following audiobooks I loved throughout the year, so I thought I’d wrap them up neatly into one post!

Other audios of note, that I didn’t get a chance to review:

  • Paradise Sky by Joe Lansdale: I can honestly say I’ve never listened to anything like this one. Just trust me on this one.
  • You’re Never Weird on the Internet (Almost) by Felicia Day: I’ve been a fan of Felicia’s following her roles on Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Supernatural. When I heard about her book, and that she was narrating, I knew I had to listen to it. Quite rewarding and informative…and laugh out loud hilarious.
  • The Bazaar of Bad Dreams: Stories: Stephen King. That’s all I need to say.
  • Certainly not published this year (or this decade!), my family and I just started listening to the dramatic production of the Star Wars movies. Originally produced by NPR in the 1980s, these add dimension to the movies we all love.

There you have it! What were some of your favorite audios of 2015?

 

Edit: Last minute addition! I just finished Jenny Lawson’s Furiously Happy and, just like Let’s Pretend This Never Happened I found myself listening with tears of laughter rolling down my cheeks. An honest, heartfelt discussion of mental illness.

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Best of 2015: Historical Fiction

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It’s that time of year again! Time to kick off my “Best of” posts. I typically wait until the very end of the year. Who knows when a last minute book will sneak in, knocking my socks off!

I’ve opted to start off with historical fiction. I used to read it so much more than I do now. It’s actually a goal of mine to read more of it in 2016.   So, without further ado…my favorite historical fiction reads of 2015. Click on the link to read my review!

These titles should be a surprise to no-one, all four authors are outstanding writers, their work transporting you back in time in place.

Stay tuned for more “Best of” lists this week!

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